The Manifestation of Love and Excellence

The manifestation of love and excellence. That is now my purpose.

I am now in a state of joy. I once asked the question, "is it possible?" The most interesting thing about that is by just asking the question, I answered it. It is a possibility and now a reality. The sense of bliss comes from the power of love and separation from ego.

Through my life, I've always felt this uncanning feeling of love for others, I feel myself taking on other people emotions. Intense sometimes. So intense that I was moved to tears once.

I recall the second semester of my senior year in high school. It was a Friday night I believe. My friend and I decided to go to the movies but first we went to MacDonald's. She pulled the car into a parking spot across the MacDonalds. Next to us was a guy in his car. He had on rimmed glasses and he was staring into nothingness, eating his sandwich. I do not know what he was thinking of or what mind state he was in for a matter of fact. But I felt this heart splitting pain. It made me hurt bad. I walked away unsure of what to do. I felt a strong impulse to do something.

That event was too perfect for me to just write it off. I sat at the MacDonald's wondering why I felt like that and what I could do about it.

I am happy to be in this moment that I am. When I look back at my life, the journey so far is nothing short of amazing. I know for a fact it will continue in that same path. So tonight, having enough energy to stay awake and read, I decided on a higher purpose. The manifestation of love and excellence. I am not sure how I will go about this yet. But this purpose will guide my every action and decision. I am sure something will be revealed soon. Either way I will wait patiently and fulfill this purpose in all ways that I am capable of.

Marvel