This Day Was Simple and Revealing

I woke up this morning with a burning desire. It was mixed with intense fear. I felt like I was the only man on earth. I AM LEGEND had an impact on me I guess.

The previous night/day was one of the most revealing days/nights ever. It started simply. I woke up, exercised and meditated. I had plans to meet up with a friend from the summer who I used to hit the malls with.

Come around 1, I head out. I felt I look rather good in my outfit. A dazing blue shirt with a black tie, black vest, black jeans and checker vans. I got on the train heading to Lechmere. It was packed. I ended up standing in the stairwell area of the train. I tried my best to breath through the situation. Deep breathing. I arrived at Lechmere, got off the train and headed to the Food Court part of the mall. I gave my friend a call, five minutes later he arrived.

It had been a while like I said earlier but the situation didn't translate that. We were making easy conversation whether by force or nature. We walked around sharing our college experience, stopped once to sit in one of the mall massage chairs. Not worth it in my eyes. We soon decided to leave the mall and go to Copley mall.

Copley mall is a beautiful mall intertwined with two hotels, the Marriot and the Sheraton. We took the train down to Copley. Haven forgotten our jackets in my friend's car, we braved the cold which thanks to global warming was too bad. As we entered copley it was like wow. I ran into two old friends, who sadly I didn't remember the names of. That fact eventually came out. Sad, Sad Stuff. SSS. I am going to use that much more.

We explored a new side of Copley. The hotel sides to be specific. We ended up in a Chapel. Wow are the words to describe the feeling the Chapel exuded. It was so peaceful. The walls filtered out the sound from outside. I felt like I had moved into a new world. Upon exiting, the choas of Copley seemed so calm. It was almost real not the usual hustle and bustle "i don't know anyone here, stick to my own pacK" stuff.

We talked about the feeling of the Chapel, joked that everyone should have to enter into it before entering the mall. But of course I would dare hope for that to be real, thats lawsuits awaiting. We made our way into Barnes and Noble. We came across the book "2012" which we guessed gave the details to the legend the world ends in 2012. If true, we only have 4 years left.

We made our way to the self-improvement section. We spend a good time here. Half joking around and the other sharing ideas and thoughts on the effects of the books, books we've read and such and such. We ended picking up books. He picked up "Blink" and "Power or Force." I picked up "Power or Force" as well. "Blink" talks about instincts and first impression. Fun Fact: People are right 80% of the time on their judgement of others. "Power or Force" talks about ego-death and the stages of human consciousness. Good reads, I still want to finish Casanova's autobiography. I give it a week.

From there we proceeded back to Lechmere. I ran into someone else I knew. That was the fourth time and I met another person later that night. Good day for me. On our way to the train station, we began talking about the levels of consciousness. On the train, I barraged my friend with questions about it. I was so curious.

We arrived back at Lechmere and entered his car with the intentions of dropping me off at home. As we drove, my friend kept talking about an EFT coach, i believe. What the coach does is help someone go back into childhood, pull up repressed memories and "confront" them. This conversation led to us talking about our childhood. We both revealed things from gay experiences to early childhood sexual shit. It is crazy how things happened when we were younger and how it can hold us back later in life. We talked about how several people gained success only after they let go of childhood things that they held on to so tightly that the memories became lost in the subconscious. Life is funny like that.

We ended up making our way to the movies instead. We went in to see National Treasure. The movie was good, every once in a way I got goose bumps when Nicholas Cage made a new discovery. It was my desire to achieve freedom in the "Aha!!" sense.

The movie ended and I took the best piss of my life. He dropped me off and I went to bed about 30 minutes later. The day was amazing. Simple and revealing, My friend received a couple of epiphanies. I just got a lot off my chest and probably released a few demons and blocks in my life. I am thankful for amazing friends as usual.

Much Love
Marvel